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太阳风The Solarwind摄影 2012  120x120cm

 

 

Hi

好久不见,我们好像有十二年未见了,我终于有勇气拿起纸笔给你写下这封几乎永远都无法送达的信。请原谅我十二年前的不辞而别,因为我走向的是一场没有返航的旅途,这十二年间我有无数的见闻想与你分享,可正要说时突然又无从说起……

在旅途中我目睹了无数奇景,有如迷途羔羊般的孤星,有等待坍缩的垂死恒星,有如华尔兹般的星系碰撞,有绚丽无比的宇宙磁暴,有惊险的黑洞逃生,有充满诱惑的未知生命,还有……

还有无尽的宇宙奇观就算用尽我的后半生都无法描述,这些我多想你也能一起经历。可是……

可是现在这些看来都变得无足轻重,没有你我走向的是一望无尽的黑暗,对你思念的越久,宇宙也越发变得暗淡。此刻的我只感觉光阴从身边飞逝,这宇宙浩瀚无尽,路无尽,而我只剩下半生的时间来思念你。

你一定有了幸福的生活,一定还有一个可爱的女儿。清晨阳光会因为要第一个光顾你的花园而早起,傍晚月色会因为你厨房中的美味而露出笑脸;梦想并没有因为你的成长而消磨,岁月也永远不会摧毁你的笑容,在我心中你永远是那年春天里的女孩。

请原谅我选择了一场无法回头的旅途,这一路没有阴天也没有晴天,时间变得模糊,唯一的终点仅仅是我的生命;这一路没有痛苦也不快乐,思念变得强烈,只因为这是一场无法回头的旅途。

 

今天我来到了猎户座星云,愿这遥远的思念能乘着百年一次的太阳风飞进你手中……

 

Hi,

It seems to have been a dozen years sincewe last met, and I’ve finally gathered the courage to write to you this letterwhich can almost never make it to you. Please forgive me that I left without agoodbye twelve years go, as I was heading for a journey with no return. I haveso much to share with you these years, yet I don’t know where I should begin…

I’ve witnessed so many wonders on my trip.There are isolated stars as if they are lost, and dying stars waiting for a collapse;there are galaxies colliding with each other in Waltz, and splendid magneticstorms; I’ve had breathtaking moments when I escaped from the black hole, and I’veencountered new forms of life that I do not know anything about. There’s somuch more…

There’s so much more that I cannot list anddescribe with the rest of my life. How I wish that you were here to share thisexperience, but…

But now all those do not really matteranymore. Without you I’m merely plunging myself into an endless darkness. Thelonger I’ve missed you, the dingier the universe has become. At this moment, allI can feel is the time fleeting by and the infinite space declaring my endlessjourney. I’ve got only the rest of life to miss you.

You must have lived a happy life by now; anadorable daughter, probably. The sun will rise early in the morning just to paya visit to your garden, and the moon will shine for the delicious delicaciesyou made in the kitchen. Your dreams still blossom in spite of growing up, andthe hands of time shall never wreck the smile on your face. To me, you arealways the girl in the spring that year.

I ask again for your forgiveness, forchoosing this one-way journey. There’s no cloud or sunshine, but only a vaguehint of time that the journey will end only when my life ends. There’s no painor happiness, but only an ever-growing yearning for the past because thereshall be no return.

 

I’ve arrived at the Orion Nebula today. Ihope these distant thoughts could take a ride on the solar wind that takesplace only once in a hundred years, and finally make it into your hands…


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